In this strange, amazing world of writing and publishing,
everyone has a journey, and each story is different. This is mine...so far.
Like most authors, when I decided writing was what I wanted to
do for the rest of my life, my first goal was to publish a book. The problem
was when I first started writing I knew nothing. After I finished writing my
first book, an adult Urban Fantasy, I took to the internet for advice on what
to do next. After reading several (hundred) posts on editing, I went back to
work.
Arguably, my first book wasn't that good--truth time: my
first book was awful. It needed work. A lot of it, and I needed more experience.
So I wrote another book, a sequel to the first. It was so much better, but, of
course, I couldn't submit a sequel when the first book still wasn't up to par.
After pulling out my hair for nearly a month, I did what any
sensible writer would do. I moved on, started plotting another book. After
reading many in the young adult genre, I decided to try my hand at writing it. At
first, I struggled with voice, going from adult to young adult was different,
to say the least, but I fudged my way through a first draft. After several
rounds of edits my angel book was ready for another set of eyes. Off it went to
my critique partner. While it was gone, I read as many YA books as I could get
my hands on, and researched agents. When CP notes returned I did several more
rounds of edits, and wrote about ten query letters.
Finally, my young adult angel book was ready for the world.
The problem now? So was everyone else's. I sent out a small round of queries
and watched agent blogs and twitter accounts. The one thing agents were seeing
a lot of was exactly what I was sending out. Angel books were going to be the
death of me. I'd waited too long, spent too much time perfecting it. *cue more
hair-pulling*
The inevitable rejections stated rolling in. Those were
tough to get through, heartbreaking. In the end I must have sent out over 60
query letters. I did gain some interest, some partials and even a few fulls,
but ultimately, more rejection.
It was time to move on, to go back to what I really loved,
write. So, I started on another story. While I wrote, I also entered a few
contests with my previous novel, hoping to gain the feedback I might need to
help better it. In one of those contests, Sourbooks Fire YALitChat Writing
Contest, I actually made it through semi-finals, then the finals, and was
chosen as one of the winners! Which was a huge surprise. I now had feedback
from several contests and a credit to add to my query. I pushed the other
manuscript aside and revised my angel book again, then queried another set of
agents. To no avail. I still didn't have what they were looking for.
In the meantime, I wrote two more books and revised them.
One I had worked on enough to finally send out to critique partners. So I did.
While I waited, I took one more look at my angel book. I had so much love for
the story, and I now had more experience, so I revised one more time, polished
up a snappier query, and when the other book's notes came back, I sent out what
I swore was my last round of queries for my angel book before I would put it in
a drawer for good. This time I subbed through YALitChat's Submission Mailbox
and got two requests. Both from publishers. Publishing with a smaller press had
never been in my "ultimate plan," but no one would read it if it sat
in a drawer. So, I submitted and waited. Not long after one publisher requested
the full. Less than two weeks later, I had an offer in my inbox and tears in my
eyes.

I might still be looking for an agent, but if I never found
one, that would be just fine with me, as long as I could continue to work with
people who get my stories and want to share them with others as much as I do.
Thanks for sharing your journey! I totally understand the feeling when "wonderful" suddenly deviates from "expected." It's a great time to be a writer, and I'm so glad we're M9B siblings!
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